Pensiveness February 25, 2008Posted by Muhajirah in Random Musings, Reflections.
I’m really bored at the moment. I could go to sleep or do some work, but I think I’ll remain bored for a while longer.
Its ages since I blogged, and the only reason I’m blogging now is cos I’m bored.
Just watched a programme about this sex change sickness that’s going on in Iran. I was horrified!
I was listening to some Qur’an earlier (surat al-Munafiqun, recited by Sh. Mahir al-Mu’ayqali). I understood a couple of ayaat and it really hit me! Reading the translation is absolutely nothing compared to understanding the arabic. It just affects you in a different way.
I hate people who can speak arabic but are arrogant about it and/or don’t realise how blessed they are.
I miss Makkah
…I miss Medina more.
Sometimes when I’m listening to Sh. Mu’ayqali’s recitation I can almost imagine myself back there. I just close my eyes and picture it in my head. It makes me feel better, at least until I open my eyes again.
Sometimes bad things happen to good people and it’s really hard not to feel angry/bitter/resentful about it, but you just have to put your trust in Allah and accept it.
I wanna do so many things in my life but none of them seem possible.. I should either be more realistic, or find the courage to realise my dreams.
Something that cheers me up is being around good people. Thing is there’s not many of them around.
Today someone made my day by making dua that Allah grants me a 1st (though i would have much preferred it if they asked Allah to grant me Jannah).
I should tell my friends how much they mean to me but I don’t.
I should thank Allah more as well, but I don’t…